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| Wednesday, September 8, 2010 |
| So that did not work. |
Firstly, I am not using tumblr anymore, as it is too glitchy and it takes forever to edit my posts. It has a cool layout, but not worth the aggravation. So I am back on blogger.
I was going back and looking over my old posts and I have some mixed emotions over them. Especially the last one " stay human." I am still deeply saddened by the loss of my dear friend Jackie. She lived by the Mantra of finding the joy in life out of everyday simple things. I vowed to start living more in this way because the simplicity of what she shared with me was too amazing and true to ignore. But somehow I did. Today is three months that my mom also passed, and I find myself back to feeling empty and again deeply saddened. As much as I want to remember them both for the wonderful inspiring women that they were( still cannot get used to past tenses...) I feel like I am swimming against the tide of my emotions. The more I try, the worse I feel. I go to work, I come home, I zone into shit, then I go to sleep... rinse,repeat... The oddest thing about it all is the fact that sometimes, I feel like I do not have the right to feel so strongly... And that fucks with my head too... :shrugs: I will just continue to overplay nine inch nails and hopefully one day things will make sense. |
posted by Techieehippiee @ 11:52 AM  |
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